Feeling like I’m in a blue funk. Not much excitement about life at the moment. My insides feel wound up like a twisted rubber band ready to spring onto itself if the hint of tension is released. I feel ready to tear up if I was given just the slightest encouragement. That damned groundhog today didn’t give me any hope either. I know, I know, spring will come when it’s ready. This winter is dragging me down. Perhaps it’s because I’m working full time and feeling pulled so thin. Perhaps I just can’t cope as easily as I could before. Blue funk is my today. Seeing my own shadow and wanting to run back into the hole to get away from the scariness of it.

funny that… the figment…
it’s not really there…
it’s just a reflection of the light shining from the other direction on me.

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