+++Lord, I’m in a place where I’m not sure where I’m going, but I know that I want to follow Your plans for me. Although I don’t know what they are, I know they are infinetly superior than my own. I heard Your Spirit tell me today blatently that when I need truth and grace all I need to do is look to You, and that the very heart of You, You have placed within me… and Your heart will NEVER die. You have given me something that no one else has, a complete and undying love when I do little do deserve it. Father, I treasure in a way that I can’t put words to, Your love, and Your living Spirit within me. Please move my mind and my heart in the direction You desire, I’m sorry for getting distracted by insecurity and fear… I know that I have nothing to fear in You and with You by my side. You’ve told me and promised me that You will never leave me and never forsake me… I’m sorry that I question Your word, Your promises. I’m sorry that I have looked through the glasses of fear or self protection from my life experiences, instead of seeing You and what You’ve already given me in Christ. Search my heart Lord for my deepest prayers and desires and take them and deposit within me Your will and desires and dreams. Please know Lord how sincere I am in seeking Your perfect will and living it joyfully. Please dismantle my defenses against the fullness of Your love. Let me live in Your fullness Lord, I’m facedown for You.++